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What's bothering me...

life is never easy, really never easy... i can't just imagine how we just say 10 years from now i'll be this and that when we were still at school. life really sucks!  all of our lives, we've been lied to... we've been told what life is supposed to be about... grow up, do well in school, make friends, get a girlfriend or boyfriend, get a good job, get married, get a nice house and have kids... watch tv, go to church, vote, find some hobbies to entertain you... get old, retire, spend time with the grandkids... look back on your life with nostalgia, look forward to the afterlife of your choosing... this is what we're supposed to do, this is what normal people do. this is what everyone else is doing. Yeah sure, there are a few aberrations here and there, sometimes some people slip off this track, but we can get back on at any time. Yet, when we actually look at the world around us, we may see something entirely different.
how could other people be so rich while others dont even have a crumb of rice to eat. how could others be so happy while some are drowning into tears. isn't this so unfair? really unfair. some say that always ask from Him for it will be given to you. is it really true? i don't think so, because if it is, why are we still living in this chaotic world? they say that if you'll do good to others, good things will come back to you. it's definitely not true!! many people had been doing good things to other people, but look what happened? they had been cheated. this is the reality. we're living in a world of storm. in a world where you won't be getting what you want. you won't reach the level of happiness that you had always dreamt off.
to quote from lifesucks.com, "Human beings seem to have a basic design flaw. We're a fucked up species, striving to be healthy and happy while simultaneously destroying ourselves and each other in a million different ways."